这种意念和力量到底从何而来？ 很难啊

经常也会有跟楼主一样的想法

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回复 [url=https://forums.huaren.us/showtopic.aspx?topicid=2439154&postid=81006918#81006918]1楼119ppp的帖子[/url] 亲，你怎么啦，请加油活下去，😄，至少我很喜欢你这个id呢。

要看哭了。真的有时候是这种感觉！

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因为我总是担心下一个路口等着我的如下： 每个月买的乐透真的中了。。。 工作摸爬滚打真的成了富婆。。。 以及，我对玩乐这件事的欲望还是满满

哈哈哈，看来我应该定期买乐透，给人生加点希望。

sound like you are going through serious depression. Maybe should see a therapist just to make sure.

I have suffered from depression since teens and been visiting theranpists ever since..…I have endless weekly appointment and I knew there is no solution…I simply have to live with it until the end of my life. I am waiting for it. I am looking for it.