Addicted (2/5)

Sarah has been hinting she wants more bondage.

I am happy to oblige.

It is wonderful that we have an apartment to use for our play time but there is a frustrating lack of things to tie Sarah to.

The sofa is boxy.

It doesn’t even have feet to attach a rope to.

The table is too flimsy, as are the chest of drawers.

I will have to get more creative.

Today I stripped her and bound her to the only chair solid enough.

While I was able to completely restrain her, I was not satisfied with the aesthetics.

The combination of rope and silk appeared clumsy to me.

I untied the restraints and pushed her into the bedroom.

This time I only used the red silk sashes to bind her.

I found the contrast of the red silk on the blue sheets and Sarah’s pale skin very pleasing.

I teased Sarah’s skin and poured kisses onto her.

Addicted (3/5)

Eventually it was time to leave for work.

While I unbound Sarah I teased her that I should go to work and leave her bound on the bed.

I saw a twinkle in Sarah’s eyes that told me that is exactly what she wanted.

I am only just beginning to understand how much she enjoys being restrained.

I rebound Sarah in a hogtie with the red silk and told her I would return in 45 minutes.

She was grinning like the cat who ate the canary.

Her smiles always melt me.

Addicted (4/5)

I closed the bedroom door and returned to the living room to dress.

I have to confess that I was not happy about leaving Sarah alone for so long.

It would be dangerous.

I decided to stay and keep an eye on her

while I made various noises ending with the front door slamming shut

and me quietly making my way back to the sofa.

I pulled out my laptop and got some work done.

In a sense I had gone to work and left her tied.

I would peek in on her from time to time.

She was facing away from the door so it was easy to spy on her.

She had rolled on her side to be more comfortable.

I laughed inwardly because I knew when I ‘returned’ she would quickly move back to the exact position I left her.

She wants me to be proud of her.

After 45 minutes,

I made some key rattling sounds and slammed the front door again.

By the time I made the 10 feet from the front door to the bedroom door,

Sarah had already returned to the original position I left her.

She is deliciously predictable.

Without a word I stood by the bed and removed my clothes.

I climbed onto Sarah’s back and kissed her neck.

She smiled at me.

The look in her eyes gave me such a feeling of joy.

It is no wonder I am becoming addicted to her.

Addicted (5/5)

She is my Sarah.

She lives to please me.

She serves only me.

She is everything.

~Sir

Q & A #1

asked:

Sir, I have a question.

Do you have romantic relationships outside of your involvement with Sarah?

Or perhaps a family that she is not a part of?

(這是在我先生與前妻說好離婚 但還未實行的時段，他是與前妻說好離婚，而且會找下任妻子的。)

我先生的回覆：

I am happily married and have a very romantic relationship with my wife.

I have three children.

I love my wife and my marriage.

Sarah is also married with three children.

We both work hard to maintain our D/s relationship, but we have promised each other that our vanilla lives take priority

and we must do all we can to keep our D/s relationship secret.

The secrecy is difficult.

I am in love with Sarah and cherish the time we spend together.

She brings me a sense of love and peace that I have never experienced.

I want to shout it to the world, but am forced to be mute.

I am happy to talk about this if you need someone to discuss these questions with.

~Sir

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The balance is not difficult because our goals are the same.

Sarah and I are deeply in love with each other.

We want our D/s relationship to go on forever.

In order for that to happen, our vanilla lives must have greater priority than our D/s relationship.

Not having a choice in this area makes it easy to adhere to.

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The other piece of the puzzle is patience.

We are both very patient people.

The certainty of our love for each other makes being patient easy.

I do not want to be away from Sarah, ever.

But I know I have to.

When we are apart, I focus on how Sarah loves me and am patient. Calm.

The difficult part is when I am about to see Sarah again and keeping a straight face.

I smile a lot more now that Sarah is in my life.

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When we are with our families our lives are normal.

We both love our families.

It is not like I ‘put up’ with my family until I can be with Sarah again.

We both want to be with our families.

~Sir

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Today Sarah and I had the opportunity to explore each other in the morning.

I wrote out a set of tasks for Sarah to complete before my arrival.

Sarah is very diligent.

When I entered she was kneeling exactly like I told her.

I savor seeing her for the first time today, kneeling in her Presentation Position.

After Presentation, I begin her next lesson on giving head.

She has very little experience and needs a lot of details from me.

I enjoy teaching her.

I enjoy feeling her lips on my cock and balls.

She is a fast learner.

Today we worked on deep throating.

For her first time trying, she did very well.

With practice I am confident she will be able to take all of me without gagging.