安慰一下，吃一堑长一智，mm坚强点，但是也要学会保护自己啊。

你先学会怎么爱自己，再考虑爱别人。
避孕很难吗？

sigh ! 不知道说什么好，都是两难的选择，身体和孩子都重要，bless mm !!

I feel my life is over.  My heart is split into pieces. I feel the pain all over my body. I don't know what to do and how to live.

你要赶快跟他分了. 他都不CARE了. 我觉得还是不要生小孩吧.

You need to be strong..Not being with him may be a good thing when you look back years from now. But now, first you need to take good care of yourself, try not to think about him and how bad your situation is. Take one day at a time and as long as you pass this difficult time, things will get better. Don't think the worst and with time you will feel the pain less and less. Just be good to yourself and he is not worth any of your sacrifice.

 是不是在这里做单亲母亲是很恐怖的。我好喜欢要孩子，可是为什么会这样，如果以后不能有孩子，觉得还不如死掉算了。

 如果不要孩子，以后还能不能怀上的问题你要咨询下你的妇科医生，在这边单亲妈妈也不少，很累是肯定的。