How an atheist Sir get along with a biblical Sarah? (4/4)
最近我先生 與一位 無神論有夫之婦 分享 他和我的婚姻關係 為什麼 我的 「有神論」不bother他
他說 當我 是在說 「我媽媽教我 應如此過我的人生、、、、」
當然我先生還數算了我許多 容易相處，容易與我一起經營健康夫妻關係 的優點
只是 我的short term memory 越來越越 不好用
更具體的欣賞我的哪些方方面面 我已不記得了
回顧一段 初衷之對話：
我: I went to pee 40min ago, I found my panties is still wet. I did not received instruction to wash myself afterward. So, I did not. And I can smell you with mine. Except you, I cannot stand any people’s smell on me. Because the smell is from you, I actually love it.
Sir: Good girl, does it make you more wet?
我: I don’t know. I did not check.
Just speak about it, it make me flush.
You changed me. I never ever think I can drink your or anyone’s cum.You made the exception. Do you know how you made an exception and brake down all the walls I have?
我先生: It was not something I did on purpose. We are twins and we naturally fit into each other’s hearts and bodies. Just like I think you smell good when you are sweaty.
我: I know you did not purposely done these. I think you have done the same to other women. Don’t they, or at least some have the same reaction to you?
我先生: Most do. Not to the degree you have though. You are I are bound more tightly than any woman before.
我: Aren’t they touched by seeing what you did to them? I was so touched by how you love me in all aspects.
我先生: None of them realized how all encompassing the love was like you do. So they did not appreciate it as much as you do.
我: Your way of expressing love to me is so strong that I can see the difference in my behavior, mind, emotion, everything. May be I was too obsessive disorder. So, I can see the change in me more than any other woman you have shown your love to.
我先生: I don’t think it is your disorder. I think that we have a stronger bond to each other than either of us have experienced before with any other person.
我: I surrender to your theory.
我先生: Good girl
又到情人節
我繼續分享 我先生寫給我做留念的 情書 愛史
Sarah, Here are your instructions for Tuesday morning. I will be very strict tomorrow regarding compliance.
Review at least two articles I sent you on blow jobs tonight.
Do not perform the Reminder Ritual tomorrow until I say to.
Take a shower in the morning. Your hair will be damp when I arrive.
Put your hair in two pony tail and braid them. Your hair will be neat.
Dress in colored panties and the next skirt on the approval list.
Make the bed.
Put the pillow on the sofa.
Place two towels in front of the pillow as usual.
Place the red silk on the floor between the sofa and where you kneel.
Place the long white rope on the sofa to my right.
Place the blanket on the foot of the bed.
Place the wrist and ankle cuffs on the blanket.
Place the two vibrators and lube on the blanket.
At 8:15 Am: YM Sir, “Sir, I wait for your pleasure.”
I will arrive at 8:15am, be ready.
Be in the Presentation Position for my arrival.
Do not speak unless I ask a question or give permission.
Listen carefully. I will only give each command once. You will obey immediately.
After presentation you will immediately undress me and take my cock in your mouth as deep as you can.
When I say continue you will give me your best blow job.
When I say “Ass Up!” you will turn around on your knees, place your shoulders to the floor, place your hands by your knees and wait for me to decide how to fuck you.
When I say “Bed!” you will run to the bedroom, quickly strip and kneel by the bed.
Once I lie down on the bed you will climb on the bed and ask to massage me from head to toe.
Once the massage is complete you will start the performance you decided on the night before.
If I am not pleased we are done for the morning.
If I am pleased…
You will be tightly bound
I will do to you what I wish.
We will cuddle.
If you have something to discuss we will discuss at this point.
Clean up everything
Shower
Dress for the day.
Final presentation.
~Sir
Love Your Sub
Remember how wonderful your sub is.
My Sarah is so busy in her vanilla life.
But she always manages to make time for me and be my lovely submissive.
She is excited to see me.
She is understanding of my moods.
In short, she is wonderful.
She hasn’t has much sexual experience.
I have been training her in how to please me orally to start with.
She learns eagerly and quickly.
After only a few tries she can deep throat my cock, drink my cum and be my fantasy sub.
She communicates her needs and feelings easily.
She does everything I command.
She makes me feel wonderful.
What else could I ask for in a sub?
I love her.
I love her submissiveness to me.
I love her desire to serve me.
~ Sir
以下這段是 我在 絲綢之約 後幾個月 寫的 Journal
< 1 >
Three months ago, I told my Sir the following facts about me:
I value my intellectual at the most high place.
Emotion is pushed to the bottom.
Physical desire is not valued in my mind at all at these days.
Sir wanted me to learn to find windows from my intellect to my emotions and physical.
He told me that it could be done and once there it could be very wonderful.
He hoped I would have that one day soon.
< 2 >
I think today is the day that he has hoped for.
While he was pleasuring me, I felt unspeakable feeling grown in the zone between my belly button and ribs.
This is the same area and same feeling when I am having a flush upon chatting with him on instance message.
He has connected to my emotion through his physical touch.
I felt wonderful today.
He has made a connection between my emotions and physical.
Not only that, I realized he has made himself rooted into my emotional world and physical domain.
I remembered I have once told him, “I love you, I love you and I love you. I love you intellectually, I love you emotionally, but physically I will control myself.”
Today, I discovered I have loved him physically too. If it was not this D/s relationship we shared, I would not have gone thus far to love him. I did not think it was possible to have my emotion and physical connected to him without the intercourse. This was one of the many “love traps” I felt into with him.
< 3 >
I don’t know how to cope with this “physical love” moving forward.
His response gave me comfort.
He said to me today: “I understand. But we are both here now, with love.”
~ Sarah is captivated by her Sir.
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