I wasn't a fan in his living days. When his influence first reached China I didn't care about him because I thought he was only good at fast songs which I wasn't into. As time went by his reputation was tarnished. The MJ created by media was a sick freak and for a long time I couldn't understand why there were still fans crazy about him. I stayed even further away from his music due to dislike about his personality. After hearing his sudden death, out of curiosity I checked out postings by his fans and started listening to his songs. And now I don't know what is worse, to lose an idol you always loved or fall in love with one after his death. I guess the only thing that can possibly be worse than both would be also knowing that the one you loved genuinely had a golden heart but was so misunderstood and so harshly treated during his last years by almost the entire world including you. This is the first time for me to initiate a posting here or anywhere in huaren. I would like to share with you all the videos about him that I really like (yes I spent the past a week or so obsessively searching/watching his videos on youtube).

------ His Happy/Cute Moments ------
(1) cute moment when filming "We are the World". His smiles were just adorable. Diana Ross was like an auntie playing with him in the video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfZMaeZFpAw&feature=related

(2) a little embarrassed when he realized his zipper was unzipped while he was on stage. He blushed but very smoothly turned around and zipped up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=00ABPiU7JMs&feature=related

(3) grammy '84. At request he took off his shades and gave a very shy/sweet smile. I would pass out if I were one of the girls in the back.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0iTKq_XrDA&feature=related

(4) 1997 History tour Munich. He found a bug on stage and asked the security not to kill the bug
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yyw8Rt3BBE&feature=related

(5) laugh crisis. He was getting interviewed in Japan and couldn't stop laughing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2iFoQwJnwM&feature=related

(6) 1997 Italian TV show. first cute reation to audience, then he almost forgot making his annoucement
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Zci9vHAEMY&feature=related

----- enjoy watching. I am sure those will bring smiles to your face. They did for me. Michael, you will be loved for a long time. -----