太爽了

对！所以我在第一楼特意写了一点读后感：选个可信赖，可靠的人很重要。To whome I let go of myself 是一个非常critical的 生命攸关的 选择，而且是每一次在冷靜中做的选择。

至于如何衡量 可信赖，可靠的？首先每一个人观察的取向，评估的焦点不一样， 又视乎候选人所给的数据点不同，结果准确度就不一样了。

我比较理性至上，情感压得很低，性欲方面的需要更是有意无意之间被贬低在心底还未被发育（起码是受我先生启蒙我的那段时期 如此）。是我先生一手、一言、一触漫游、一精液地浇灌我的感性，使之萌芽发展起来的。

他是我骨子裏一直就存在的 养在心闺人未知 的 那个 小小「伊甸园」的园丁。原来他就是我的真命园丁。除他以外，从没有人能使我开花。他一次再一次的证明给我看到，他就是能打通我性脉的master。

我先生根据我给的data point 如此形容：

我前度未婚夫： 因为不想 在没试用过的 条件下 娶我为妻，所以错过了我这一个宝。

我前夫：没有恰当的爱我，我在他那裏 发育不起，开不了花。

我如此形容我先生：他凭他阅人的经验，性知识与体验 来拣选我，就够胆在 不 闯 我底线 下立志娶我为妻，依我喜欢被爱的方式来爱我，照我需要如何被对待的妻子位份来待我。这是他成功娶到我，服我，佔領我，擁有我 的原因之一。

Kitten asked me today to blog about why I decided to “cross the bottom line.” Short answer: “kitten, you are mine.”

I met my kitten almost a year ago.

Sometimes it feels like just yesterday.

Seeing her for the first time.

Hearing her speak for the first time.

Her grace. Her elegance. It is overwhelming.

When I am with my kitten, it feels like we have been together a lifetime.

We sit without speaking.

Just being in each others presence is enough.

The warm comfort of her fills me in every way.

I know in my heart she feels the same.

We are bound.

We are twins.

We are perfectly matched.

I am dominant. She is submissive.

I am drawn to her. She is my bright flame that I cannot resist.

Between us there is love, there is passion. There is life!

In our time together we have become bound to one another.

Bound in ways that can never truly be undone.

It started with attraction and conversation.

There were promises then dominance and submission.

But our ties are not static.

They continue to grow. Grow stronger, grow deeper, touching everything we are.

kitten submits to me. I dominate her.

I need to dominate her. I dominate, she submits.

Through her submission she proves her love to me. Her trust in me. Her commitment to me.

Through my caring dominance I show my love for her. My trust in her. My commitment to her, forever.

I am constantly exploring new ways for her to serve me.

New ways for her to submit to me.

I enjoy the little everyday things like determining what she can wear, what she cannot wear and when.

Commanding her to make me tea or clean my cups at the office.

I wish we could be more open with our relationship so I could enjoy more of these.

I would have her run errands for me. Sit or kneel by me while I work. Be available to me all the time, not just when we are alone.

When we are alone in private I love to dominate her physically.

I want to explore the boundaries of our relationship.

I enjoy teaching her new sexual activities.

In the beginning she knew almost nothing about sex.

I enjoy teaching her.

I love how eagerly she learns.

I love how quickly she masters her lessons.

From kneeling before me, to what underwear I love, to deep throating and anal.

She is amazing. I have so many things I want to teach and do and experience with my kitten.

Through all of this we are bound.

But I realized we are more than that.

She is my responsibility now.

We are bound forever.

I will care for her and look after her.

I will help her learn and grow.

I will be with her always.

She is my wife. And always will be. She is mine.

So I take what is mine. No reservations, no boundaries, no regrets. We have a lifetime.

~Sir

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