arklin
牛肉帘是个感情细腻的女人
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2013-04-03 18:53:00
标 题: depressed, 讲讲生活
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Tue May 20 23:02:02 2008)
my hair is getting too long. well, it's not long at all, by usual standards
. But for me, it's getting too long because i don't have too much hair on
my head to start with. So i could never have long hair.
remember in junior high, a lot of people thought i was a boy. And those
motherfucking white bitches always liked to shove me into boys bathroom,
until i got to be friends with couple of big black boys.
and in high school, i sat behind this girl, the pretties girl in my class.
She had long luscious hair, and i would always run my fingers through the
tip of her hair very carefully. That was how i got through every boring
class period.
发信人: beefcurtain (我有一帘牛肉， 不知能与谁共), 信区: D_SupportGroup
标 题: suicides, 劝还是不劝
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Fri May 30 13:11:38 2008)
有人说看见someone wants to kill him/herself, and 我们有些人还不劝。 我觉得
这种劝还是不劝，都没错， 只是不同的人生观而已。 有人认为这版就应该帮助那些
suicidal的人看开些， 有人(including me)则任为suicides is a way to end the
depression, 是一种解脱. and if i am ready to kill myself, i don't want to
hear about why i shouldn't kill myself, rather, i want to hear about ways
how to kill myself peacefully, without too much pain.
发信人: beefcurtain (我有一帘牛肉， 不知能与谁共), 信区: D_SupportGroup
标 题: Re: suicides, 劝还是不劝
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Fri May 30 13:17:19 2008)
还有人说这版没什么实质content, no real discussion about depression and how
to help people get out of depression. Personally, i feel that nobody can
really help u get out of depression.
Even if u go to a professional shrink, maybe he will listen to your problems
. But not a lot of people here talk about what really troubles themselves.
A lot of things are just too private.
And even if u tell the shrink what's troubling yourself, how can he/she help
? 他们说的道理我自己都懂。For example, part of reason that i am depressed is
because i am losing my old friends, and i don't know how to make new ones.
What can a shrink say/do to help me? what can people on this board say/do
to help me? get out and socialize more? duh! i know that!
所谓心病还要心药医。 道理谁都懂， 但做不做还只能靠你自己
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标 题: 我心中有一团怒火
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Thu Jun 5 23:40:44 2008)
i don't know why, but deep down, i want to scream, deep down, i am angry.
我会在grocery store 里， 骂一个我看不惯的stranger. 我以前上班时， 也和我旁
边cubicle里的人对骂过。
同行啊。。
发信人: beefcurtain (我有一帘牛肉， 只与吴岱融淡共), 信区: Programming
标 题: an interview question
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Wed Oct 29 12:19:02 2008)
list some ways to implement class that give thread-safe access to all public
member functions and variables?
since i don't really know multithread, anybody has any suggestions?
谁是牛肉帘？
beefcurtain
标 题: 哎， 现在病是越来越重
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Wed Nov 26 10:08:19 2008)
天黑开开车， 就会在车中流泪。 开车时， 我的mind likes to wonder, 但一wonder,
就wonder不到什么好事， 想想的事情都是那么的depressing. 觉得自己的生活就越
来越变态， 就好像最近market crash 一样， 我的生活也在慢慢的accumulate to a
downside crash
发信人: beefcurtain (我有一帘牛肉， 只与吴岱融淡共), 信区: ApplyClub
标 题: 申请丑男丑女版
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Sat Dec 13 20:14:47 2008)
it's time for us to stand up and defend ourselves!
标 题: 哎
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Sun Mar 22 03:54:02 2009)
被fire了， 我没哭
表白被据了， 我哭了很多
what's happening to my life...
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牛肉帘是个诗人。
发信人: beefcurtain (Objectùm-Sexual), 信区: D_SupportGroup
标 题: 今天站在post office的line里
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Mon Apr 13 15:08:51 2009)
我不由自主的哭了。 我现在慢慢的很难控制我自己了
然后我想，
虽然我哭， 但很多人还是笑着
虽然我悲哀， 但很多人还是幸福着
只要我死了， 这哭笑得比例就会变得更好
到底了
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