Thanks a lot, guys. I will try to be happy anyway. :) My friends are pretty nice to me.
And so are you people.

This past year was pretty bad for me. But I still did a lot of good things. I lost weight,
I look prettier, and I had progress in my research. So no matter what, I will try to be nice
to myself.

Once again, thanks. I really like you people. :)

That was what I was thinking. But I still feel a little uneasy, you know. I
wish I could be less emotional then I won't care.

如果可以忍得住的话
就不要打电话给他
越纠缠，越痛苦
如果你真的可以在这么特别的一天
都不要和他纠缠的话
以后想起来都会为自己的坚强骄傲的
不过也不要太难为自己
自己的生日要为自己快乐
为爱你的父母有你这么乖巧的女儿快乐




Yeah. That is what I was struggling with. I mean, we broke up, which finished everything.
He may or may not like me now. If he remembers, I would be happy. If not, I cannot complain
actually. We are supposed to have different lives now. :( But still feels a little upset
anyway. I think I am too nice to myself on this issue. Should have the courage to say bye
to past and make a clean ending. I just cannot. :(

I don't expect any gift from him actually. That would be too sweet to be real. Anyway, I hope
I won't care next year this time.

Thanks a lot, guys. I do feel much happier because of your blessing. :)

Thanks a lot, guys.

My birthday was actually yesterday. But still thank everyone who replied today. I never had so many
people celebrate my b-day before and I didn't have anything special for my b-day for a long time.
Cannot even remember when I had my last birthday cake. Anyway, I really appreciate your help and
wishes. :)

He did call last night just before midnight and left a message because I wasn't at home. I just
couldn't stay at home because I felt restless and lonely. So I hanged out with someone who kinda
likes me, but it wasn't that fun. I felt funny when I was with this new guy. I guess I get used to
my ex way too much and I am actually not ready to see anyone new. I do miss him, which is my biggest
problem. He is in a school in a different state now, which may help me to move on. I don't know.

Now I am one year older and I really wish I can just get over with my ex anytime soon. I have
been struggling for so long and I really need to let go. :(